for once i'm trying so hard to learn dealing with these html and template stuff, and the next thing i know half of the content in my template is missing. now i have no idea how to edit this blog and i can't even see a preview of what changes i made. what a sucker punch in the face. it's already confusing for me to start learning about html language, which btw, i still don't have a clue. imagine yourself trying to master french overnight (of course, provided that you're not french and you don't understand the language at all). oh well, fine, i'm giving up editing the template. for now.
it's a boring sunday here right now, and i can feel the 'blankness' in my brains. i don't really enjoy this feeling. when you're using your brains 24 hours a day most of the time and suddenly you're given a break, it feels awfully awkward, don't you think so? when i'm too idle, my mind will start wandering far far away into deep thoughts, sometimes stupid thoughts, and most of the time it brings back a lot of memories that i've tried so hard to forget and this sucks to the max. i don't know, but for me, i have to keep myself occupied with work at all times, be productive, get some work done, be useful. i hate sitting in front of my pc and stare at the stupid box the entire day, but i am doing it now cuz there's just nothing to do here! crap.